Today would have been my Dad’s 86th birthday and over the past two weeks I’ve found it much harder to deal with than I was anticipating. I’m not sure if it’s because this year now makes it five whole years since he passed or because there are so many things that are different now and have changed and he’s missed it all and through it all. I still miss him.
I woke up to a really sweet message from my Mum this morning which helped and Ryan surprised me with breakfast in bed with a present to remember my Dad and all the good times we had. He also bought me a beautiful bunch of flowers and then told me he’s sneakily taken today off as an early start to his holiday which has really made my day!